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I guess that it's also difficult for authors. Imagine trying to write an erotic novel that will be appealing to enough people to make it successful. I'm sure most of us think we could do it; just put one of our fantasies down on paper, and wham (bam?!) you're done. If only it were that simple. I've read many erotic works over the years, and a lot were, for me, awful. Indeed, I don't normally search them out, and only pick one up if I see more than one unrelated recommendation. That's what led me to this book. I happened to see Kristina Lloyd's name in two or three places over the course of a week or so, and this book was also mentioned, so I thought I'd give it a try, particularly as all the people recommending it were women.
It's the story of one woman's exploration of her fantasies. Natalie has played in the world of submission in the past, but now single (sort of), she wants to go further. She meets a man online who seems to fit the bill, and she slowly falls under his spell, even though she's aware she knows nothing about him. The rest of the story is about trust, consent, control and danger. I won't give away too much of the plot, as it might spoil your enjoyment! Although Natalie is exploring submission, she is the one who is normally in control. As anyone with knowledge of BDSM will know, this is the reality; it's all about trust and consent. Anything else is abuse.
Against my expectations, I enjoyed this book. The main characters are believable and most are well rounded. It is a tale of domination, submission and sex and is as explicit as you would expect. But it also asks questions of the reader; would we have allowed ourselves to get into the situations Natalie does to satisfy our desires? What is the basis of sexual and emotional attraction, and how closely related are these two things?
All this doesn't mean that the book is a deeply philosophical work, it isn't. But it's more than just a simple sex story. For me, it achieves this by being both a linear story and a commentary. The unfolding plot is interspersed with long passages looking inside Natalie's head; telling us what she's thinking, and also giving us images from her past, explaining why she is as she is. Some may find this frustrating, thinking it gets in the way of the drama. But for me, it's what turns it from the mundane into something that holds your interest throughout.
*You can read the full version of this review on my blog; there is a link on my profile page*
This book outlines love and respect in such a well contrasted position, with BDSM as the main vehicle, that it makes me wonder if the less exotic relationships in our lives might not easily be convoluted with assumed mistrust and accidental misdirection. With BDSM, you need to have clear communication and sincere trust in your play partners, it isn't taken for granted and these issues are addressed intelligently and and with such caring sensibilities and respect, I feel any modern relationship could learn well from them.
It surprises me that with such clarity and mature understanding in this world, people still regard BDSM as something to be ashamed of.
This is a story about feminine strength through self assured sexual certainty, showing how in facing your fears and testing your limits, great rewards can be found.
There is nothing more frightening than being completely honest with yourself and nothing more challenging than pushing yourself to places you are scared to believe exist at all.
The main character may be a submissive but she is certainly in control of herself. With sincere and wholehearted conviction she leads herself on a journey of discovery, hoping to find the right person who can satisfy her needs and maybe she will find herself along the way.
Although she is mostly subordinate in bed, she manages to have the three male characters eating out of her...
Not everyone is going to like it. Some people will hate it. Probably for the very reasons that make it so good.
I first came across Kristina Lloyd in the Mammoth Book of Erotica 2009. Her story in that collection was exceptional and ever since then I've rated her as one of the very best writers in the genre. Thrill Seeker does nothing to change my view but I have to admit that it presents a few challenges.
One of the things Kristina does very well is to stimulate your physical senses. This alone would make her worth reading but Kristina goes further, teasing those elusive other senses of imagination, anticipation and lust. This is where she excels, in my view, for she does it very simply and subtly and with consummate skill.
Here's an example. Disturbed by the sounds of an intruder while giving her boyfriend a blowjob, Natalie goes downstairs to investigate...
"My fingers inched over the wall's rough stone as I descended to the kitchen. I heard nothing, saw no shadows shifting. I crept down the final few steps then switched on the light. Scanning the room, I tried to make sense of the mess. Shards of glass sparkled on the drainer of the sink. The windows were intact. No one was here. One window was open, its drooping metal handle scraping against the outside wall, hinges banging in the clattering rain. The damp gingham curtains fluttered in the breeze, ditsy flags of surrender. A vase. My glass vase on the windowsill had smashed. A wine glass too by the looks of it. The back door was ajar. My heart was thumping, my throat parched.
"Liam's feet banged on the first flight of stairs. `I'm coming, you OK?'
"On the kitchen table, as if waiting to be filed, was a sheet of A4 paper in a clear, plastic poly pocket. It wasn't mine. I snatched it up. Across the page, in glued lettering cut from newspapers, were the words: CLOSER THAN YOU KNOW."
It's because she works on your senses with all those succinctly provocative physical descriptions that the psychological impact, when it comes, is so powerful. The first time I read those paragraphs, my skin tingled.
Film makers would kill for that kind of reaction. The scene could in fact work very well on film. It has another ingredient that screen writers like to sprinkle into their work, which is foreshadowing. Those ditsy gingham curtains are not just damp and fluttering because they are exposed to the hidden dangers of the darkness outside. They are flags of surrender.
Surrender is one of the novel's key themes. In this respect it has a lot in common with Kristina's earlier novel, Asking For Trouble, which was hugely popular and sold very well. But Thrill Seeker goes deeper and hits harder than the earlier book. In some respects it is more serious. I think it really stretches the limits of the genre. It's about surrender but it's also about being honest with yourself and finding what you want. And for this you need to be tough enough not to give in to another kind of constraint - the constraint of public opinion.
Natalie has the courage not to surrender to the censures of society but to surrender instead to her sexual cravings. She is a strong woman who likes to be dominated and abused. Like her predecessor in Asking For Trouble, she does not believe in compromise. There are no safe words for her. Where is the thrill in danger if you know it's not real? She likes to go to the very knife-edge of consensual sex. She doesn't so much flirt with danger as issue an open invitation to the worst possible kind of sexual pervert to seize her and do his worst.
This is probably not every woman's idea of a romantic story. "Plenty of people out there think that what I'm doing is ridiculous or wrong," moans Natalie. And I must admit that I am not, like Natalie, turned on by "arrogance, ingratitude and disdain." I do not enjoy being sexually degraded. For me, therefore, there was a distance between the pleasures I seek and some of the the sexual activities depicted in the story.
Then I started to wonder, Do we really want men reading this stuff? Do we want them to think women really have these kind of fantasies? When there are real sexually-motivated horrors emerging every other day in the newspapers, do we really want to give men this kind of licence to do their worst under the misguided impression that they are giving us what we really want?
But that is partly the subject matter of this book, that very serious social issue. It is not an irresponsible book. It's a very serious one.
And as a writer, everything Kristina does is spot on. The writing is so taut and controlled that I was fixated on it, unable to look away. The sex, of course, is sometimes gratuitous. The descriptions are long, lingering and detailed. All well and good, you might think, but what about the characters? Well, the characters are true to themselves. The dangers escalate and the climax has a dizzy inevitability. This is not a how-to manual for BDSM neophytes. Natalie is no role model for the internet dating generation. But this is an important, exciting and provocative book that really throws down the gauntlet for anyone wanting to take up the challenge of writing a BDSM thriller and says, "Top that!"
And, in her next book, if rumours are to be believed, Kristina will do exactly that.
I can't wait!
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