This is a dark, gritty, sometimes difficult read set in Bulgaria prior to the fall of communism. The narrator of the story is Konstantin, a brilliant but disillusioned adolescent pianist who is training at a special high school for musicians. Despite its musical focus, the school never ceases to push party doctrine on the students. Konstantin finds himself disgusted at the "sheep" mentality of those around him which is in stark contrast to his own rage against the system.
There is a heavy focus on music throughout the novel. I have a musical background, but I was lost in some places. I didn't find that this detracted from the story (although it did feel a bit frustrating at times). The point, however, is not the technicalities of the music, but the meaning of the music in the story-- how it moves the characters, drives them, punishes them, owns them, and saves them. Music is the one light in Konstantin's dull, grey world, his source of meaning; his relationship with the music and with those who speak his same language is touching, and eloquently portrayed.
There is no question that the novel is very heavy, and difficult in places. The setting is dark (Sofia is constantly covered by rolling grey clouds), reflecting a monochromatic life of automatonism. Konstantin often seems like a beautiful, angry bird beating his wings uselessly against a cage. His musings about his life and the world around him are frequently depressing as he feels increasingly suffocated and trapped. It is the darkness of the tone that makes the novel so effective. It drives home, relentlessly and painfully, the cruel consequences of a system in which individiuals are sacrificed for the good of the whole, the playing field is unfairly evened out, and uniqueness and independent thought are discouraged. It is an unrelenting, unflinchingly honest portrait of life under the communist regime.
If I'm being honest, it was somewhat difficult to like Konstantin's character at first; he seemed distant, self-absorbed and arrogant at times. But his sardonic, philosophical voice is compelling and relentlessly honest. And as the story continues, he makes perfect sense as a product of his environment. Even the way his character narrates reflects that environment-- a place in which you never really let anyone see the "inside" stuff. The rich reward of this novel is that eventually we do get to see the real, deeper humanity of Konstantin, and it's worth the wait.
This is not a novel that's concerned with whether it makes you feel good, or whether you like the characters. It's a raw, real, honest novel that puts you smack in the middle of a nightmare world that could happen anywhere. It opens the door to that world, pushes you inside and insists that experience it for yourself. It is about showing the truth, and it couldn't do so effectively without its raw, unapologetic grit.
It's a tough read. There were moments I wanted to put it down. And I'm so glad I didn't, because I would have missed out. If you can stick with the tough parts, this novel has tremendous rewards in store. The language is at once tight, crisp and lush and has a beautiful, almost musical flow to it. This is a novel with something to say, and it will leave you uncomfortable, unsettled, and deep in thought, the way great literature is supposed to.