Nell Grey has published two novels Solitary Pleasures and The Golden Web as well as poems, short stories, articles and reviews, both online and in magazines (mostly small but perfectly formed). She has a passion for the natural world, archaic mystery, myth and legend and those places where fact and fiction cross and mingle. Most of her stories ferment and distill whilst walking with her dog on the South Downs. She is a resident site expert on the writers website WriteWords.
The black BMW passes through the gates and round the curve of unkempt grass to stop by the steps. Sunlight filters through the tall beeches on the western side of the house, behind the small tower, patterning the bonnet and roof with shifting shapes, lending the brief illusion that the car is underwater. A pause, then the driver, a grey-haired man in a dark suit, gets out and walks around to open the passengers side but the woman already has one foot on the gravel drive. He stands loosely to attention, holding the door open for her.
Thank you Mr Stacey sorry Phillip.
Its all right. Are you sure youre ready for this?
Lets get it over and done with.
He feels in his pocket and holds up a key, but she shakes her head.
Will you do it? Im not used to keys yet.
He nods and goes before her up the three steps. The great oak door creaks onto a panelled hall, bare of furniture but with a fireplace on one side. Phillip Stacey steps onto the polished floorboards but the woman hesitates before wrapping her jacket to cross tightly at the front, covering her mouth with her left hand and following him inside.
Are you sure youre all right? he says, turning to stop and touch her shoulder. We can do this another time if youd rather.
She drops the hand to her chest to grip the lapels together and runs the other through her white hair.
Would you mind if I looked around the old place on my own? Ill try not to be too long.
Take all the time you want. When youve seen the house we can have a walk in the gardens, he says. Then, seeing her glance at the small door half-hidden by shadow in the corner of the hall: Its all open inside so you should be able to have a good look around. Ill be in the garden if you need me.
Alone in the empty space minutes pass as she gazes at his footprints on the dusty floor before stirring herself to follow their tracks to the kitchen.
She has seen nearly all of it now. A line runs around the house where she trailed a finger through the dust: along the worktop of the huge dresser that still covers one wall in the kitchen; over the old black range, the scrubbed pine table and alongside her footprints on the red quarry tiles, as if a small snake had kept her company. Across the long table in the refectory with sunlight warming the motes to sparkle and dance in sad welcome. Over the panels in the sitting room with Phillip Stacey just visible through the French windows, studying an old-fashioned damask rose in the flowerbed. The furniture has nearly all gone, the floor is bare of rugs she supposes her father must have sold them. Then up the oak stairs, her shoes echoing in the emptiness, the line continuing along the banister, the panelling, through empty rooms, until she opens the door on a spacious bedroom with a glimpse of bathroom beyond. She shuts the door quickly and runs back downstairs to the hall. She looks again at the small door in the corner, wipes her hands on her trousers and crosses the floor.