tragic, i expected an interesting rebellion instead I found a rather tragic women desperate to cling on to her youth, clutching at straws (drugs, sex, orthodox judaism) to ease her 'pain' - struggle to see where the hardships she faced came from - parents who did everything for you (albeit being a bit mad, but other people survive a lot worse and come out ok!), disabled sister who repulsed her so much she never bothered taking the time to visit her...The book left me furious and pitying her children. I tried to give this 0 stars but couldnt.