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The Girl Nobody Wants: A Shocking True Story of Child Abuse in Ireland
 
 

The Girl Nobody Wants: A Shocking True Story of Child Abuse in Ireland [Kindle Edition]

Lily O'Brien
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THE GIRL NOBODY WANTS' IS A TRAGIC & MOVING BOOK TO READ! BUT A WARNING! THE CONTENT IS VERY GRAPHIC & SHOCKING, AND THERE IS OFFICIAL DOCUMENTATION TO SUPPORT THIS TRUE STORY, THANK YOU.
It's my 40th birthday today and I'm trying to smile, but as I look in the mirror all I can see is an empty shell, someone waiting to die... You could never tell that anything was wrong with me by just looking at me, as I dress clean and I keep myself tidy, and I have a smile on my face that hides my emotions and over the years I've become an expert at hiding behind it" This is the shocking true story of an innocent girl abused by the very people who said they would take good care of her. Lily's family began the path to her destruction - they used her and abused her - but they never ever wanted or loved her. The little girl was also sexually physically and emotionally abused by many people around her who were able to hide behind the security of Ireland's Catholic Church-run institutions. She also suffered at the hands of other people around them who they called their friends. You only get one chance to live your life as a child, but Lilly was never given that chance - her childhood was taken from her before it ever begun. From the age of four, when she was first sexually abused, her life changed forever and when she walked through the institution's doors in Ireland, her life continued along the same path that has destroyed her soul. Her emotional pain is as strong today as it was the day it began and will never leave her alone. "When I go to sleep it's in my head and when I wake up I can see it in the mirror and I am only waiting to die." A child abuse story that will stay with you forever and one that you will talk about for many years to come, The Girl Nobody Wants is a harrowing true story that will appeal to fans of biographies.

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You only get one chance to live your life as a child, but Lily was never given that chance; her childhood was taken from her before it ever begun. From the age of four, when she was first sexually abused, her life changed forever; when she walked through the institution's doors in Ireland, her life continued along the same path that has destroyed her soul. Her emotional pain is as strong today as it was the day it began and will never leave her alone. "When I go to sleep it's in my head and when I wake up I can see it in the mirror and I am only waiting to die." A child abuse story that will stay with you forever and one that you will talk about for many years to come, The Girl Nobody Wants is a harrowing true story that appeal to fans of biographies and fans of Jodi Picoult. It has been compared to Dave Pelzer's A Child Called It, Damaged by Cathy Glass and The Kid by Kevin Lewis.


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  • Format: Kindle Edition
  • File Size: 274 KB
  • Print Length: 249 pages
  • Page Numbers Source ISBN: 1780880332
  • Sold by: Amazon Media EU S.à r.l.
  • Language: English
  • ASIN: B005Q2MWVM
  • Text-to-Speech: Enabled
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  • Average Customer Review: 4.4 out of 5 stars  See all reviews (549 customer reviews)
  • Amazon Bestsellers Rank: #3,806 Paid in Kindle Store (See Top 100 Paid in Kindle Store)
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How do i feel today, I feel sorry for myself, I feel angry at everything and I feel sad for my children. Almost everything about my life has been bad, I am not happy and I dont think i ever will be and if I live a thousand years, I will still feel the same as I do today. What everyone did to me when I was young was wrong, this is my life now and I have to live with it. I deal with each day as it comes, but my past still haunts me to this day and i think it always will. The problem is that when you experience life as a child, it should be with your mum, dad, brothers, sisters and other children, playing and exploring the world around you. Going to bed happy, smiling, and waking up with excitement and anticipation as to what you will learn and discover throughout the day. When you are a child, your mind is free to absorb its surroundings and absorb the feelings your body experiences, both physically and emotionally. This is how you learn good from bad and right from wrong. Still as a child, you learn to read and write and to make friends. I never had any of that and now I am beyond the reach of any counselling help or education and I have been so from when I was four years old. From the first day that I was abused, my life changed forever; and when I walked through the institution's doors in Ireland, my life was set on a path that has destroyed my soul. I never had a childhood and I never will; for me, my childhood was over before it began and my life with the nuns in Ireland was hell. My emotional pain today is as strong as it was the day it began and from a very early age, I suffered at the hands of the very people who said they would take good care of me and also at the hands of many other people around them who they called their friends. For me, my pain will never leave me alone. When I go to sleep, it is in my head; and when I wake up, I can see it in the mirror. It is a part of me that I grew up with and is now and always will be embedded within me. If I had one wish, I'd wish I had never been born. Who knows what I might have become if I had the chance to be myself in the beginning? A doctor, a cleaner, a mother. The time that I spent in the institution has made me into a very complicated, difficult and unhappy person and my emotions are cold, I am only waiting to die and I feel like it is taking too long. My family began the path to my destruction, they used me and they abused me, but they never ever loved or wanted me. If I have a soul, then it is lost somewhere between Ireland and Hell, and I do not think I will ever find it again; but time will tell.

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26 of 26 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Tragic 4 Jan 2012
Format:Kindle Edition
The second book I have read on Kindle, I also couldn't put it down. So very very sad and a life ruined by sick evil perverted monsters! Be strong Lily x
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47 of 48 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars DEVASTATING STORY 1 Jan 2012
Format:Kindle Edition
Well i have read many books like this over the years but nothing as horrific as this.If im honest,its so horrific that at one point i actually thought it was all made up.Clearly its not but just as you think Lily's life couldn't possibly get any worse...it does.This was my 1st book on my new xmas kindle and i was unable to put this book down.I just hope that Lily,with the help of her Tony & children,she will be able to find some kind of inner peace.God bless you Lily x
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20 of 21 people found the following review helpful
4.0 out of 5 stars Honest but shocking! 9 Jan 2012
Format:Kindle Edition
This was the first book I read on my new Kindle and I just couldn't put it down. Lily's story is heartbreaking and at times you feel that it can't all be true, no one could ever have been treated so badly. However, Lily's story continues and you feel so heartbroken for her. This is an incredible story of a girl so badly abused by all of the people in her life it's no wonder Lily struggles on a day to day basis. Lily I hope you find the peace you seek in time, thank you for sharing your story.
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7 of 7 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Heartbreaking to read 19 Jan 2012
By David
Format:Kindle Edition
When I started reading this book I hadn't read the information in depth and missed the fact it was a real story. I thought it was so unbelieveable and far-fetched, but it's so sad when you realise/find out it's true and actually happened to a girl. The content is explicit and graphic, but not offensively so (in my opinion) as it's telling a true story. If it was a work of fiction, I might feel differently but I think the truth should be shared. Not for the faint hearted but I applaud the bravery of this work.
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37 of 40 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Excellent Read. 22 Oct 2011
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This is a very tragic and moving book to read, I highly recommend the author, who is both courageous and inspiring beyond measure. I hope that Lily O'Brien will find the peace she so longs for.
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4 of 4 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Speechless 5 Feb 2012
By Sarah
Format:Kindle Edition
Your book was the first I fully read on my kindle. Absolutely horrific, worse than anything imaginable in the minds of the sickest people. I didn't stop to put it down. Your story has reached out to me and I want you to know that, you have an amazing family. You're an amazing person. God bless you x
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4 of 4 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Couldn,t put it down 1 Feb 2012
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Couldn't stop reading it, hard to beleive one person can go through so much. Heart breaking story. An amazing book.
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11 of 12 people found the following review helpful
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From the first page to the end, my heart went out to Lily and her "baby" brother Simon who never had a childhood. Thank goodness she found Tony who has been an absolute rock to her and without him and her children, she probably would have met the same fate as those she lived with in the "institution" and Simon.
This covers her life from the first sexual abuse right up to the present day. When living with her mother she was abused by her stepfather and brother in law. Her mother......she knew everything that was happening and turned a blind eye to it all. As a mother myself, it beggars belief.
When her mother decided she no longer wanted her and her brother and sister around, she packed them off to their father in Ireland. Surely her life could get better. No, her father was never around, instead choosing to live in the pub. As a result of their neglect, all three were sent to the institution where they spent the remainder of their childhood in apalling conditions and their experiences were shocking, be it from their treatment by the nuns, to their living conditions to the experiences when sent away for a holiday with other families, every page offers another beggars belief moment. Whilst an upsetting read, you are willing the end of the book in the hope that Lily has found true happiness. Sadly, as a result of her terribly sad life, the happy ever after I was hoping for did not arrive, though she has three children she loves dearly and a partner who to be honest deserves a medal for supporting her and not giving up on her.
Don't give up Lily! One day, hopefully you will be able to close all of the doors on your demons and enjoy the remainder of your life happy and peacefully with Tony.
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Published 4 days ago by d hughes
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i loved this book.
Published 4 days ago by M. A. Hudson
4.0 out of 5 stars so sad and shocking very cruel story of these poor children ...
so sad and shocking very cruel story of these poor children and I felt so sorry for them i just wanted to hug them to me and take them away from these cruel people very... Read more
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5.0 out of 5 stars The girl nobody wants
Very detailed and shocking true story.very hard to put down as every page i turned i hoped it would be a happy ending. Read more
Published 7 days ago by marilyn williams
5.0 out of 5 stars Five Stars
An excellent book. A heart breaking story that was hard to put down.
Published 7 days ago by Mrs CM Christie
5.0 out of 5 stars Five Stars
Had to be read cannot believe these things go on.
Published 11 days ago by lorraine Ohara
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Published 11 days ago by Lana Germanova
5.0 out of 5 stars great read
A very very hard life that girl/woman had and the people who put her and her brothers and sisters though all that hardship should not go to heaven if there is such a place. Read more
Published 17 days ago by tommy
5.0 out of 5 stars A strong stomach but excellent
I read this book cover to cover, could not put it down. I have read the ryan report and haunting cries by karen coleman which make the details in this story very consistent. Read more
Published 18 days ago by James
5.0 out of 5 stars people's shame
These accounts from yesterday's children must ensure this abuse stops now and forever! Ireland and elsewhere hang your head in shame!
Published 28 days ago by Fionnuala
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I must have been a very bad person in a past life for me to be tormented like this now. It’s a fucking shit hole of a world that we live in and I hate it and what am I waiting for. All my life, people have used me as if I was nothing, and very few people have ever helped me or shown kindness towards me unless they wanted something from me. &quote;
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