John Paul II's thinking has often been described as difficult to follow. And, this widely published view deterred me from reading his works. But, his master work, namely his letter of suffering called "salfivici doloris" convinced me of his deep holiness and greatness. Here is a man who in 40 or so pages can shed light on what is means to suffer and can explain its salvific meaning. He gives the answer to the age old question posed by Job.
John Paul speaks a deeply profound and spiritual language, a language which engages the whole person, mind, spirit and emotions. The title of the book "Rise, let us be our way" echoed through my mind for weeks after reading this book. This phrase of Jesus from the Garden of Gethsemane as he readies himself for the cross is given a frutiful response in the life of John Paul. Even now, it strike me that John Paul gave an enfleshed response to the call of his master. On the balcony in St Peter's, he looked awful, almost no longer human, and yet he continued faithfully and did indeed rise and go on his way. If we listen to what he says on page 75 of this lovely book, we will understand him a little better:
"I remember that at the beginning the sick intimidated me. I needed a lot of courage to stand before a sick person and enter, so to speak, into his physical and spiritual pain, not to bretray discomfort. Only later did I begun to grasp the profound meaning of the mystery of human suffering. In the weakenss of the sick, I saw emerging ever more clearly a new strength - the strength of mercy. In a sense, the sick provoke mercy. Through their prayers and sacrifices, they not only ask for mercy but create a "space for mercy" or better, open up spaces for mercy. By their illness and suffering they call forth acts of mercy and create the possibility of accomplishing them".
John Paul II in his last days opened up a cosmos of space for mercy - having acted as pastor for so long, the roles had turned, he now had to learnt to be the recipient of mercy, as if, to ready himself for the stupendous mercy of God on entering into eternity. Indeed, the "rise, let us be on our way" was given a definitive response by John Paul in his last days. May he (an Ikon of Christ) rest in peace and plead for us before the Father.