Yes there ARE others that feel like you feel ( but are too afraid to admit). Is not a cure all, but a huge relief to me that i was not abnormal.Maybe it was just the right time for me, but would reccommend anyone struggling with addiction to give it a read.
Deals with proplems in a very frank but not condescending way. Given me courage and hope, haven't had a drink for 50 days since i read it and don't feel now that i am some raging "alky" who can never drink again, but a person who was struggling to understand the past and who now has a bright future. I too encountered the same reactions as the authors from AA and thought it must be just me.Although i never made it to the dire straits that they did I thank God I read this when i did as you never know.
Read it with an open mind, and it might open yours up and free you from some of the narrow-minded views that have been force fed society.