Amelia is a survivor, so is Vincent. When life becomes unbearable as it does in Northern Ireland, and in the rest of the world for that matter, the residents of Ardoyne reach for time tested substances and behaviours to block the pain. Alcohol, drugs, food, sex, violence and madness will all do the trick. Amelia's block of choice is maximum consumption of alcohol with minimum intake of food. In this second obsession she is assisted by her classmate Bernie who has the balance of caloric inputs and outputs down to a fine mathematical science. Vincent drinks as well but prefers to live in a world of his own making, guided only by his inner advisor, the ever-present and helpful, Mr. Hunch. As the sensitive RUC man said to his superior, " No need to bother with him Sir, He's a headcase, a spacer, a one hundred percent nutter, a boy with built-in speakers, a total balloon."
Life starts bearing down on Amelia early. Even as we meet her in the first story as a seven year old with an interesting collection of caterpillars, she is living through nightly sieges on her home. This is followed by a shy interest in a long lost cousin, who is briefly found and befriended but then rejected by her family and subsequently killed by persons unknown. But perhaps most traumatic of all, is her loss by theft, and by a family member of her treasured hoard of rubber bullets.
We see the world through Amelia's eyes. She describes it as best she can, with childlike simplicity at first and then through the unconsciousness of addiction. It is a world where cars express the personalities of their owners and conversations with armed shrubberies are not uncommon. The world that emerges has surreal elements but a real emotional underpinning. Amelia records the cruel and the kind, the brutal and the banal. Despite their underwhelming minority, it is the small acts of kindness and the poignant moments we remember.
A nurse contrives to keep Vincent discreetly supplied with the red pens he requires to express on his own body, the horror of his father's murder.
A security guard with storm trooper tendencies, is transformed in a moment into an angel of mercy on Amelia's behalf.
A ghost searches in vain for an image of her live self in the house of her old friend, Amelia.
As a life strategy, survival is not enough. Amelia asks at one point, "Why can't I have what I want?", and although it is framed in the context of tinned beans versus Special K breakfast cereal, it is still a very good question. It is a question that Amelia keeps asking and on matters of greater and greater import.
Can Amelia stop surviving and start living in the real world. Can Vincent come to terms with his past so it stops intruding on his present? Is it possible to move from a position of "Nothing is possible", to one where "Nothing is impossible"? We passionately hope so.