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Lost in Me (Here and Now Book 1) [Kindle Edition]

Lexi Ryan
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Book Description

“Sexy, twisty and utterly addictive, Lost in Me will consume you until the final page. Clear your schedule. An amazing read!” –NYT Bestselling Author Kendall Ryan

Lost in Me is the first book in the USA Today Bestselling Here and Now trilogy. This sexy amnesia love triangle is intended for mature readers.

The last thing I remember is having drinks at Brady’s and trying to avoid eye-contact with my life-long crush—the gorgeous, unattainable Maximilian Hallowell. They tell me that was a year ago, but I have no memories of anything since then. What I do have is this ring on my finger that Max says he gave me, and this much-thinner body I’ve dreamed of most of my life. Aside from a case of retrograde amnesia, everything seems almost...perfect.

But the deeper I immerse myself into this new world of mine—planning a wedding to a man I don't remember dating, attempting to run a business I don't remember starting—the clearer it becomes that nothing is as it seems. Do I have the life I’ve always wanted or is it a facade propped up by secrets I don't even know I have?

I need answers before I marry Max, and the only person who seems to have them is the angry, tatted, sexy-as-sin rocker Nate Crane. And Nate wants me for himself.

Lost in Me is not a standalone novel, as the story continues in Here and Now book two, Fall to You, and concludes in book three, All for This. The entire trilogy is available now.

Explore Love Unbound, the series of books set in New Hope and about the characters readers have come to love. Each series can be read on its own or you can read them all.

Splintered Hearts (A Love Unbound Series)
Unbreak Me (Maggie’s story)
Stolen Wishes: A Wish I May Prequel Novella (Will and Cally’s prequel)
Wish I May (Will and Cally’s novel)
Or read them together in the omnibus edition, Splintered Hearts: The New Hope Trilogy

Here and Now (A Love Unbound Series)
Lost in Me (Hanna’s story begins)
Fall to You (Hanna’s story continues)
All for This (Hanna’s story concludes)
Or read them together in the omnibus edition, Here and Now: The Complete Series

Reckless and Real (A Love Unbound Series)
Something Wild (Liz and Sam’s story begins)
Something Reckless (Liz and Sam’s story continues)
Something Real (Liz and Sam’s story concludes)
Or read them together in the omnibus edition, Reckless and Real: The Complete Series

Mended Hearts (A Love Unbound Series)
Playing with Fire (Nix’s story, coming summer 2015)
More titles to be announced soon!

Books In This Series (3 Books)
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    About the Author

    New York Times and USA Today bestselling romance author Lexi Ryan’s novels have been described as intense, emotional, and wickedly sexy. A former college professor, she now writes full-time from her home in Indiana, where she lives with her husband, two children, and a neurotic dog. Find her on Facebook or Twitter to chat about books, TV, and her children’s latest antics.

    Product details

    • Format: Kindle Edition
    • File Size: 2410 KB
    • Print Length: 216 pages
    • Simultaneous Device Usage: Unlimited
    • Publisher: Ever After, LLC (6 April 2014)
    • Sold by: Amazon Media EU S.à r.l.
    • Language: English
    • ASIN: B00JICUQZ0
    • Text-to-Speech: Enabled
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    • Enhanced Typesetting: Not Enabled
    • Average Customer Review: 4.6 out of 5 stars  See all reviews (38 customer reviews)
    • Amazon Bestsellers Rank: #68 Free in Kindle Store (See Top 100 Free in Kindle Store)
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    3 of 3 people found the following review helpful
    3.0 out of 5 stars Let down 12 Aug. 2014
    Format:Kindle Edition|Verified Purchase
    To begin with I found this book a really interesting concept and felt myself drawn in, right from the off. This book had so much potential to impress me, and surprise me, but it fell flat right near the end, selling out with a HUGE annoying cliffy.

    The story ends on a HUGE cliffhanger. I can't tell you how annoying that cliffy was. Not only that, but the great suspense that Lexi maintains throughout most of the novel is just stunted with this HUGE cliffy. I desired some small portion of resolution in this novel but it didn't deliver any at all.

    Another potentially awesome novel which became a victim of the trend for trilogies. It's a shame because I enjoyed Lexi's writing, her heroine made a refreshing change, and I really felt engrossed in the characters. I guess I am just getting tired of downloading books which expect my time and money but just sell out to the hysteria of trilogies.
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    2 of 2 people found the following review helpful
    4.0 out of 5 stars Body Image & Self Perception 22 May 2014
    Format:Kindle Edition
    Let me start by saying I don’t know how I am supposed to wait until June to find out what happens next – seriously addictive stuff here.

    We have met Hanna previously as a support character in the New Hope books, she is Maggie’s sister (Unbreak Me), one of the twins although she hasn’t always felt as if she fit in with such beautiful sisters.

    Hanna is a very relatable character, especially for someone like myself who is a size 16. Hanna’s body and and self perception is very easy to understand and made me confront my own insecurities while reading about hers. Hanna has very low self-esteem yet she manages to be utterly selfless, she puts other people first without asking for anything in return.

    For all her issues she has a very positive disposition, she brings optimism to other people where she lacks it herself. Hanna’s confidence is constantly diminished by her over bearing mother, images of Mrs Bennett from Pride and Prejudice came to mind with her characterization, her unwavering focus in getting her daughters married whether it is in their best interest or not. Her constant disparagement of Hanna’s weight/eating habits adds to Hanna’s issues.

    Following an accident Hanna losses her short term memory, the story unfolds as current action together with flashbacks as the memories are recovered. The level of frustration and confusion Hanna feels at not knowing the details of her own life was so well portrayed that I was able to empathize fully with Hanna. Initially, even though Hanna can’t remember the last 11 months of her life, her current situation looks perfect, she has everything she ever wanted. Engaged to the man she has had a crush on since she was 13 and running her own bakery is a dream come true.
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    1 of 1 people found the following review helpful
    4.0 out of 5 stars Intriguing 28 July 2015
    By Deborah TOP 500 REVIEWER
    Format:Kindle Edition|Verified Purchase
    This book has been sittings on my kindle for over a year and I can't believe it's taken me until now to read it, the only explanation I can think of is that knowing it was book 1 of 3 and I must have decided to wait until all parts were available since I don't like cliffhangers and then forgotten, anyway I've read it at last.
    As you can imagine the summary had me completely intrigued, Hanna wakes up in hospital having fallen down the stairs and her last memory is from eleven months ago, she's engaged to Max, the man she's been in love with most of her life she has the body she's always wanted, plus her own business, her life is like a dream, it's perfect she has everything she's ever wanted or does she, is her life really so perfect?
    Let me just say I'm in this for the long haul I've already got the next two books so the cliffhanger doesn't bother me as such it just made me so glad I'd decided to do it this way otherwise it would have driven me mad.
    I liked this book, I did had such potential and I didn't feel it always realised it but then it's difficult to review a book like this in isolation because we've only got part of the picture, ultimately I think I was disappointed that Hanna allows her mother to completely take over, but then she has her mothers total approval for the first time in her life so...also that her mother pushes so much considering what's happened, but then we don't have all the facts, we've no idea what's really going on, hopefully the next book 'Fall to You' will help.
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    1 of 1 people found the following review helpful
    By Ajoobacats VINE VOICE
    Format:Kindle Edition|Verified Purchase
    Hanna wakes to find herself in hospital with no memory of how she got there. The last thing she remembers is meeting her twin sister, Lizzy and best-friend Cally for drinks 11 months ago. She finds that her current life is a far cry from what she remembers, she’s the owner of a successful business, she’s lost a lot of weight and she’s engaged to the man of her dreams, but soon she realises that her perfect life is not as it seems.

    I’m not a huge romance fan and admittedly a lot of romance books end up in my “didn’t like it enough pile,” but I was totally blown away by the skilful way this romance was told. I kept turning the pages as my mind wanted to know more about what Hanna was going to find out and what she was going to do. Hanna is a very likeable protagonist because she’s not your stick-thin, idealised version of a woman none of us could stand. She has real insecurities and her story is extremely compelling. I really enjoyed the way Hanna’s doubts and fear were addressed and you could relate to what she was thinking. The book is the first in a trilogy and ends on quite a cliffhanger.

    An absolute must-read for contemporary romance, mystery and suspense fans.
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    4.0 out of 5 stars Cliff hanger
    Team Nate or Team Max? I just can't decide.

    Hanna wakes in hospital after a fall and has lost the memory of the last 9 months of her life. Read more
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    This was a free book on my kindle and I have no idea when I downloaded it. I just picked a page number on my kindle out of my head for a book to read while I am waiting on the... Read more
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    Published 11 months ago by MAC
    5.0 out of 5 stars Brilliant
    Omg! this had you wanting to know what the heck was going on.

    Imagine you wake up in hospital after a fall you have amnesia and cannot remember the past year. Read more
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    5.0 out of 5 stars Must read!
    A heart warming very sexy hot read with twists and turns thrown in ! What more do you need !
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    2.0 out of 5 stars Too explicit
    Nice story, but a bit too explicit for me on my 6.30 am train commute! Would like to read the next book but will have to find the right time.
    Published 11 months ago by Johanna
    4.0 out of 5 stars Excellent
    What journey,so easy to read and read an excellent story
    Published 11 months ago by beverley b
    5.0 out of 5 stars WOW
    Omg what an amazing story could not put this down so many twist an turns need book 2 now :)
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