Except for his other novel, "Last Summer," Michael Thomas Ford is known primarily for his compilations of his humorous essays, such as "My Big Fat Queer Life" and "That's MR. Faggot to You!" Perhaps looking to distance himself further from his humor essays, his second novel, "Looking for It" comes off as rather dark in spots, though overall realistic and with a positive message.
The novel tells us about a group of gay men in a small upstate NY town. The main character is Mike, bartender at The Engine Room, the only gay bar in about a two hour radius; Mike is kind of a free spirit who has no long term plans or any conscious desire to settle down. On the other end of the spectrum is Stephen, a closeted accountant whose sex life is solely imaginary with online partners, and Thomas, a closeted Episcopal priest dealing with feelings he had thought were successfully repressed. Add in a mature gay couple whose relationship is trying to survive the "seven year itch," and a wise old queen named Simon who has resogned himself to be alone since the death of his longtime partner, and you have most of the characters for the novel's coverage of developments in their lives between Halloween and New Years of a recent year. There are some steps forward, some steps backward, and some tough decisions that could affect their makers for many years to come. The "dark" part of the story comes mostly from the involvement of an additional character, a self-hating "straight" men using violence to deal with his homosexual urges, preying upon the insecurity of gay men he encountered at a porn cinema and via the internet.
I thought the story was somewhat predictable, though the characters were original, portrayed well and put in realistic situations for small town living. The overall message is a positive one, of "community" and entended families, although it also seems to suggest that gay men, at least in small towns such as this, really don't know what they want out of life, even if it is in front of their eyes. I give this one four stars out of five, including extra credit for recognizing all gay men don't live in big cities or gay "meccas" like P-Town and WeHo.