it's always gratifying when you see a book by an author as compelling as kim - who nonetheless remains a cultish figure - for sale dirt cheap at one of your ten a penny, one in every feckin shopping centre bookstores. so much so that i was compelled to buy my girlfriend a copy, which she has since lent to a friend of hers. even more gratifying is that they really enjoy it and have had conversations about what's happened to them. at the same time though it can be somewhat disconcerting; try walking into someone's house to see them telling other people what disturbing event has just happened to them when you've no idea before if they're talking about fantasy, or reality.
anyway being a fan of mr newman's work and a devotee of roleplaying books (fighting fantasy, lone wolf) in my formative years i knew more or less what to expect. you, the reader, are keith marion. you make choices for him and live (or, more often than not, die) accordingly. a small incident can have a dramatic effect while something in theory more life altering proves to be anything but. such is life i guess. since this is kim newman a mundane existance is in most cases off teh cards (though the phrase 'and so on' means your life follows a certain pattern indicated by what's just been described, be it happy or otherwise). instead incest, murder, rape, shadowy business practices, lust and revenge loom large. not only this but several characters from other newman novels or short stories make brief (or otherwise) appearances, the most obvious being shadowy business/ media mogul/ entity derek leech and rob 'monster' hackwill. all superbly written of course
maybe it's because i'm used to wondering where the road not travels leads but assuming i get to heaven (and assuming too it exists) something i want to do is see what would have happened in my life if i'd done different. or maybe i'll be so happy the path not chosen won't matter. or maybe it's only a novel and it hasn't had any effect on me...