Inner Gold [Paperback]

I'm a person with little knowledge of projection or Jung. How found this book is too long a story. I'llneed to cryptically tell just a bit of it though the entire story might make an entertaining book.

This small book revealed more to me on the first of many readings than any other single "book". It will lead me to more of this great man's works. It answered many questions about my life and feelings that have perplexed and baffled me for four decades. Someone once asked me why I loved them so much. The person wanted to know what it was about them in particular. I had no answer. I do now.

To quote the author..." The meaning of my life has suddenly appeared in the glow in your eyes."

The fearful empathy I had discovered in myself had found a match and fried all my circuits. What I would give to be able to transport this book back to 1969. It would have made such a difference.

Some people are very adept at taking the "gold"of others and fashioning it into positive movement. Having a guidebook on how to approach such power would have been a wondrous thing. Without it we can be blinded by the light.

I find, not to cast any merit on my humble self, that the author and I share several traits and life experiences. I too ( pages 8-9 ) once shot a small animal for sport and recoiled at what it gave me and what it took away. Like the author I never did this again. As he says I was both "proud and horrified" at the same time. A terrible combination for one who does not understand what is happening.

Like the author my father ( p. 12 ) didn't really father me. Ah, archetypes and male rites of initiation. Yes,I begin to see the power and vital importance of myth and where my life path mght have led. The book showed me that I could have been a lifelong friend of this one to whom I transferred so much gold without knowing. Yet, because I erred and wanted to mix "levels" the gold could never be returned. I forgive myself.

I hear the author saying that I was "personally unlucky". I agree with him ( p.61 ) that "The more sensitive and intelligent you are, the deeper the hole might be." ( that we find we have suddenly fallen into in midlife ). I also agree that the visionary female is vital and that ( p.59 ) "Every man has a double anima. He comes factory equipped---it is absolutely ingrained---with two visions of woman."

I agree that Western culture takes much of our humanity in the bargain we make for our cause and effect rationality. It takes more than most of us every comprehend.

This book is a starting point for me...the tip of the wedge with which I might finally open and understand why an "intuitive introvert" like myself ( the author uses that exact phrase to describe himself ) would in a moment of time long past attempt to crush and destroy his intolerable unendurable empathy as he finds himself trapped on a reef with life fulfilling perfection in sight but unreachable. The author followed his muse and I attempted to destroy mine. Reader: don't try this at home.

But, remember the wedge....this book. I do not exaggerate. Perhaps you're a rationalist, an engineer or scientist, who also has a terrible secret: That you used to write poetry but stopped cold at a young age when confronted by a very bright light you could not understand or live without and the only apparent option being to alter yourself into one who could survive the loss but was not you.

I hope this review ( and it's unposed and/or unanswered questions ) will lead at least a few to read it. It can change your life for the better. Incomprehensible as it may sound this book, among other things, will help me deal with the amazing fact that I too, much later in life, had a cat of the same name as the person with whom I left all that gold.

Perhaps I will write another poem. It's been forty years this fall since I last did. I could not extinguish the light only bury it. Perhaps this powerful little book could help you uncover your long banished muse as well?

Robert Johnson is a master at laying out the inter-workings of projection. Reader needs to have a little psychological background to fully get the message of the book -- each of us holds the answers to our most important questions in life. All we need do is look to our own behavior, thoughts and feelings - the answers lie there.

I've read almost all of Robert Johnson's books. It's never a waste to receive his words even if sometimes new editions repeat the same concepts. This series of lectures are deep and profoundly directed to your soul. Pure gold...