I've been reading a lot about size-acceptance over the last few months and have been desperate to get this book as I've been inspired by pictures of Crystal I've seen in magazines, and I hoped that an autobiographical approach to the subject would have more personal heft behind it than the other books I've been reading (Susie Orbach's 'On Eating' and 'Fat is a Feminist Issue', for example). Having been given an Amazon gift voucher I immediately ordered this book, but I'm disappointed by it.
I think Crystal has a very interesting and inspirational story to tell, but it's not told well here. It appears to have been written in conjunction with someone called Majorie Ingall, and you can tell. The author's voice does not ring true, I constantly felt distanced from her by the detached telling of her story. I don't know if this is due to 'too many cooks spoiling the broth' or whether the author just doesn't get her story across in an engaging way. Either way, when Crystal is describing things such as her struggle with an eating disorder, it feels almost like a shopping list or weather report - lacking emotional depth. Furthermore, the book suffers badly from poor editing. The overall structure seems unclear, the chapters are long and unbroken and the author often stops mid-story to wax lyrical about statistics and history. Either Crystal should have been left alone to tell her story, or a stronger editor should have come in to lend more direction and structure to the book. As it was, I didn't enjoy reading it as much as I'd hoped to, which is a big let down.
I am also, like many people, disappointed by the amount of weight that Crystal has since lost. Her weight is her prerogative, but after being buoyed up by her tales of being a confident and successful UK size 16, in recent shoots she is described as being a UK 10, which is an entirely different matter!
I'd still recommend this book to someone interested in size-acceptance or plus-size modelling, but would warn them not to expect too much. It could have been done so much better.