"I think it's like Dr. Courtney M. Townsend, a legend in surgery and a personal hero, recently told me. "We have two jobs as doctors: to heal and to ease suffering. And if we can't do the former, my God we better be doing the latter." Pauline Chen
A few years ago I was part of a poetry group of medical providers. We shared poetry written by or for medical providers that described our work. Most of these poems as it turned it were about the dying, the dead or end-of-life. Our professions had a need to share our profound feelings. Since that time Palliative Care has become a recognized service in many hospitals and communities. Our patients need us and we need each other to share our grief.
Pauline Chen discovered once she was house staff that pronouncing a patient's death was part of her job, the first 'code blue', the first agonizing long death on an intensive care unit, and the day to day life and death of her patients were taking a toll. She was taught it seems to hide her feelings, but then they would not go away and what was she to do? She had an eye-opening experience with a physician who stayed with his patient while he was dying and she realized 'this is what my job is all about." As a transplant physician, Pauline Chen realized that her life and death immersion in very ill patients brought her closer to death than life. As she stated, "zeal to cure is no excuse for failing to communicate prognoses honestly or for sidestepping ongoing dialogue with patients and families as medical events deteriorate." She gives us many examples of her patient experiences and how other physicians reacted to their patient's deaths. As she so eloquently says, " That honor of worrying-of caring, of easing suffering, of being present- may be our most important task, not only as friends but as physicians, too."
"Exercising personal autonomy around one's death is no simple matter today -- especially in settings of ever-more sophisticated and fragmented medical care. As Pauline W. Chen points out in "Final Exam: A Surgeon's Reflections on Mortality," the medical profession bears a good measure of responsibility for this dilemma. But "Final Exam" is neither an angry rant nor a bloodless treatise about medicine's failings. By sharing stories of her own maturation into a healer as well as a technically skilled doctor, Chen in this fresh and honest memoir engages and educates on many levels. At the same time, the author's principal goal -- to hold herself and fellow physicians accountable for providing better end-of-life care -- is ever in view." Claire Dunavan
My role in my profession is to help my patients with their living through their dying. This would not be possible without my team mates and colleagues. My best friend, with whom I share each patient death, found this book and told me about it. Thank you. Pauline Chen has written a book that should be read by all medical providers. It is indeed a good thing to be compassionate and to be there, physically and emotionally with our patients. Highly Recommended. prisrob 3-04-07