I was already a follower of Mr. Fante's earlier, shorter works, poems, and stories.
Now, arrives this big, powerful, moving book.
It explains so much to me about how this writer and man conquered the oppression of the legacy of a family's success, followed by a chaser of neglect, a double-espresso of anxiety, and a drinking binge...Then, in the dark of morning, lacking sleep, to swallow breakfast, the dry toast of despair.
The re-imagining of one's capabilities, separate from what we are told as children, is exemplified by this inspired and inspiring memoir. The author has reclaimed his own identity, and declared it his own.
In this memoir, a son in the shadows of fate, addiction, despair, becomes a child-man for a very long time. How many of us without famous parents have lived this way? In fear. In sentiment. Taking risks becomes unbearable. To meet defeat one more time, seemingly fatal.
How inspired I am (as one who at mid-life is beginning to write her remembrances) to find a book that brightens my own dusky path. Though great effort, in this case, writing -- writing no matter what -- writing whether or not one's writing is a public "success -- Mr. Fante is at last a man of his own making, standing in sunlight.
If you feel you could never write such a luminous, large story, look back at the baby steps taken by Mr. Fante in his earlier work -- of which I was a follower after being given a book of his poems by a fellow unknown writer (who still writes). Chump Change: A Novel (P.S.)[[ASIN:B004IK9FSQ 86'd: A Novel (P.S.)]