I became so absorbed with Emma, the lead character's life that eventually the book became two stories for me. One about the abduction of her toddler son Ritchie (and the mystery of who and why he was taken) and the other half about Emma's hopeless and desperate situation of being an unloved, lonely, depressed, single young mother, who is living in London and on the dole. However, Emma's life didn't start out this way. In flash backs, we learn of a young woman who is right out of university, with a promising future. That is until Emma meets the man that eventually becomes the baby's father, Oliver. That is when her life seemed to spiral out of control and into despair.
The author relates Emma's story in a very compassionate way, and you have much empathy for this young woman. Which makes me think that the author understands something about bringing up a baby alone. If not, then this splendid author has done her research well. The only compassion, understanding, and help seemed to come from the second lead character, Rafe, who Emma runs into the day her son goes missing on the train. Rafe believes her at the time when the police have their suspicions after discovering that Emma has told her doctor in confidence some dark, disturbing, and troubling thoughts about her son and her helpless circumstances previously to her son's disappearance. Rafe sees how Emma has been terribly wronged and not just by the events of the kidnapping but by the system itself. He becomes Emma's only hope in finding her son.
I thought I had the book figured out in the middle but it didn't faze me one bit. I wanted to keep reading because there were so many loose and possible ends (why the abduction, Emma's relationship to Rafe, etc...). Yet, I was somewhat surprised by the ending. The story actually brought a few tears to my eyes and a few smiles too. This is the sort of book you need to take a deep breath before diving into another book by a different author. The story and the characters were very believable and human to me. Too often crime novels come off as really bad TV dramas with leading characters who could win the "too stupid to live" award, but not this book.
I also wanted to add that I loved how the author reveals Emma's emotions without being too overly dramatic or exhausting. The reader understands Emma's guilt and deep love for her son Ritchie, but also we can grasp her frustrations and desperation too without the character going too far over the top. This truly is a wonderful book and one that I didn't wish to see an end to. I do hope the author will give us more wonderful stories. I will certainly be first in line to buy up anything else she writes in the future. In fact, it was very hard for me to believe this is the author's first book. I wondered while reading it, if perhaps Abbie Taylor might be a pseudonym for a more well established author, but my researched has turned nothing up. For that reason, I have to assume this is Abbie Taylor's first published work and what a great piece it is.