The Listener, April 1 2005
Marlborough Express - 22 February, 2005
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From the Author
I completed the diary a year after the murders. A friend asked if she could read it. I agreed, not thinking what I had written was necessarily for public consumption. She then asked if she could show it to someone she knew at Penguin. That turned out to be Geoff Walker. Geoff read the diary and said if I could write some background material he thought there might be a book in it. Background material had been brewing in my head for years but I didn't know where to start.
In the meantime, a second 'book' began to take shape. It was to chronicle everything leading up to the murder trial: an event none of us was confident was even going to happen. A massive email correspondence was taking place between the prosecutor and myself, and also Gregs family. My computer was becoming full of information, until finally, with the trial, I had two year's worth of experience and judicial material to work with.
I then attempted to turn the whole thing into a coherent chronology, going off to a remote island to start writing. I was very lucky that the prosecutor, (a NZer) gave me permission to reproduce our correspondence. It charted a friendship starting in print, developing in person when we finally met. I was privy to a huge amount of information, which would normally be confidential. My judicial account of the murders is effectively a 'behind-the-scenes' one. While in Fiji, I also researched and interviewed people about my family - in particular about my father. The eight months spent in the land of my birth was a practical and spiritual journey on many levels.
Then I began writing the third book once I was back in NZ. It was the hardest. At the beginning of 2004, I locked myself away in North Canterbury for two months and became a hermit, vicariously living my familys colonial past through old letters and papers I had found.
Finally, I sewed together the experiences of an extraordinary two and a half years and sent it off to Geoff Walker at Penguin in March of 2004.