John Otway has probably made a bigger success of being a failure than anyone else, and this autobiography is a sometimes sad, sometimes mad, often hilarious account of the very few ups and very many downs of his life as a wannabe "star". Otway's writing is like his stage performance - he wins over his audience by entertaining us to a series of predictable, yet invariably engaging, anecdotes which usually involve some great personal catastrophe. His sole 'hit', Cor baby! That's really free, from which his book title derives, propelled him to instant, but short-lived stardom in 1977. Even then he only made it to no.27 in the charts which was probably in part due to his spectacular fall from a speaker during an Old Grey Whistle Test appearance. However, for two decades he has continued to seek another 'break' for his multiplicity of talents, and throughout his book there is the sense that John deserves that elusive next success - and we the readers are there rooting for him all the way. He is incredibly funny, and it is striking how well he manages conveys his self-belief and determination, albeit tinged with frustration, as well as that self-deprecation for which he is renowned. This book is a must for all Otway fans -he always delivers that something extra, whether performing live on stage or "on paper", and he succeeds in captivating his audiences time and time again.