Chris Terrill is an award-winning documentary maker, producer and competitive amateur athlete. His latest commission is to document the experiences of young men aspiring to gain the coveted green beret of the Royal Marine Commandos, culminating in a television series (and I seem to be the only one who hasn't watched it). On the pretense of being more than just the dude with the camera, Chris has decided to attempt to complete the training and pass the grueling commando tests himself. This book presents his chronicle of this undertaking. There is lots of information on the life of "bootnecks" at the 32 week training camp at Lympstone as well as on the front line in Helmand, Afghanistan. But, make no mistake, this is really a book about Mr Terrill's personal journey. I don't consider this a bad thing, and it is easy to warm to his slightly inflated ego. I was left feeling that Chris "Tomcat" Terrill had defeated some demons and found some inner peace by gaining his green beret. It would not have surprised me if the postscript ended with "I married my beautiful assistant Laura, settled down and have a little Terrill on the way".