As you read this book Julie Tullis emerges as remarkable person. Initially she seems a gentle soul, who wishes for little more than to help other less fortunate than herself. She seems at peace with herself and the world around her.
But has you move through the book you begin to understand that there is a steel core to this seemingly gentle women. Martial arts and self discipline move to the fore and as opportunities present themselves so does her commitment to high attitude climbing. She travels to places where few women had been before, and was the first British women to climb a number of very high Himalayan peaks.
Although she never seems to lose touch with her family or her home, it becomes clear that she is drawn back to the mountains by an experience even she finds hard to describe. The sequence in the book where she returns home just before and departs just after her sons 18th birthday are at odds with the family centered women you meet at the start of the book.
There are moments in this book that make you question what was happening for her at the time. The first mention of the death of Takser and Boardman runs to just a single sentence. It is only later in the book they you discover that Boardman had been a friend who had stayed at her house on a number of occasions. That first, single, sentence seemed strange at the time, and that feeling remains.
Near the end of the book she says "If I could choose a place to die, it would be in the mountains" and just after she speaks of times where she could just "sit still and drift off into an eternal sleep". These are words that must haunt her family, for they haunted me after I had read them. On the 6th or 7th of August 1986 she did drift off into that eternal sleep, high on K2, along with many other people.
This is a stunning book, which manages to be frank without being brutal, but is full of reminders of the determination and risk that is required to achieve the height that she reached. Recommended.