My name is Jimmy Blake and I am 31 years old. I have it all, Kelly my wife, kacey my 11 year old daughter and a beautiful house in the countryside, Two cars and I have plenty of money from being a property developer. I was a marine for 5 years but got discharged because of a knee injury sustained in a rescue mission. So what makes me, a normal respectable family man, seem to want to throw it all away? What if your biggest nightmare became a reality and there is nothing you could do? What matters most to me? If I was to lose everything how would I cope and could I get it back? Would you do anything you could for your family and friends? Read my own diary to find out how my life changed within just 4 days and why I risked everything just because of the Choices I make and the choices everyone else makes through life.