I've recently finished the biograpy Beauty, Disrupted: A Memoir by Carre Otis. To be honest I really don't know much about her or her modelling career, I mostly checked it out because people were saying it gave a lot of insight into her relationship with Mickey Rourke. I'd heard in the unofficial biograpy for Mickey Rourke that she was supposedly the love of Mickey's life and he never got over losing her, yet you didn't get much love from him at all in Carre's account which surprised me. He seemed taken with her at first and they had an intense relationship, but very soon after the filming of Wild Orchid wraps up she talks about having to beg him to spend any time with her, he basically left her isolated in a house by herself for ages and he was constantly sleeping around with a string of women. The two of them even had separate bedrooms and, towards the end of their relationship, she tells us they hadn't made love in a year
The only time he seemed to show much passion for her was when she was threating to leave him (he actually holds a gun to her head at one point), or when he was threatening the people who worked with her and threatening her friends. He even tapped all the phones in the house and had all these people following her around to keep an eye on her, warning her to "be a good girl" ick. She doesn't really dwell on the domestic violence as much, you get the feeling it was definitely the mental side of it that she struggled with more, feeling trapped and isolated when he orders her to turn down jobs and concentrate fully on him
Regarding the rest of the book, I must admit that the chapters on her spiritual side didn't really interest me much, just not my thing I suppose. But I found myself genuinally moved by her stories of her early entry into the modelling world, it really is a much more sordid place than I had ever realised. I gave the book three stars because, even though I originally only brought it to read the dirt on Mickey, the rest of her story still mostly grabbed me and was interesting to read about