Despite sad beginnings in his life, Frank Collins was a man who gave the challenges that came his way his all, because he had found out through life experience that when the going gets tough, the tough get going. With this attitude and determination he made it into the elite British SAS. What he lacked in a human father (his dad was an alcoholic and was not what you would class a 'good father' by any stretch) he ended up finding in a Heavenly Father. Once a high-ranking soldier in the SAS, he soon found his niche as a Padre for the Regiment - and he was well respected in that role due to his background qualifications!
Although Frank seemed to have it all together in some way, he was clearly struggling with his life in another. Sadly, he took his own life. In this sense it is a tragic story, for a life cut short by suicide is never a happy story. This life story is a wonderful one to read and reflect on nevertheless. It is an honest and forthcoming account of someone who was very human. It shows a man who sought to please his biological father, but somehow did not really succeed in doing that, due to his father's unaccepting, non-interested attitude. It shows a man who seeks to live wholeheartedly for what he believes in. It does demonstrate how fragile human life can be; and that despite being a Christian - a believer in the God of Hope - sometimes life is too hard to take. Yes, sometimes Christians like Frank Collins do take their own lives. As a mental health professional I don't condone suicide, but I know that the God Frank believed in understands and knows all, and continues to love those who struggle with life as Frank Collins did.