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Back from the Brink: The Autobiography [Kindle Edition]

Paul McGrath
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Paul McGrath is Ireland's best loved sportsman and also its least understood. An iconic football presence during a professional career stretching over 14 years, he played for his country in the European Championship finals of 1988 and the World Cup finals of 1990 and 1994. But, behind the implied glamour of life in the employ of great English clubs like Manchester United and Aston Villa, McGrath wrestled with a range of destructive emotions that made his success in the game little short of miraculous.

That story has until now never been told. It is a story that runs from a hard, hidden childhood spent in Dublin's orphanages all the way to the pain of two marriage break-ups and the struggle to cope with life after football. Quite apart from his all too public struggle with alcoholism, the story runs through the surreal highs and calamitous lows of a life lived habitually on the edge of chaos.

It is not just a football story. It is an extraordinary human story that is certain to surprise with its candour.

Here, for the first time, read about the father he never met; the mother whose love never died; the routine loneliness and ritual bullying endured by a black kid growing up behind closed doors in 1960s Dublin; the emotional breakdown suffered on leaving that institution; the recovery that - remarkably - brought him all the way to Old Trafford; the rollercoaster ride that followed. Here, the guilt, fear, self-loathing are all laid bare in a story fired with hope and determination for the future.

It may well be the most candid sports book ever written.

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"As survivor's tales go, this is brutalist epic...McGrath's narrative has a stark honesty." (Sean O'Hagan The Observer Sport Monthly)

"Continuing the trend of brutal honesty which was popularised by Paul Gascoigne's autobiography, McGrath's book is difficult to read for anyone with an ounce of human kindness, especially those who marvelled at his ability from the Old Trafford terraces... Beautifully written." (Manchester Evening News)

"Laceratingly honest...remarkably unflinching" (Mail on Sunday)

"A startling, harrowing read... far removed from the churn-em-out footballing autobiographies...This is an uncompromising tale, wonderfully told, about one of our most talented and disturbed sporting heroes." (Hugh Farrelly Irish Independent)

"Heartbreaking...poingnant" (Robert Philip Daily Telegraph)

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The autobiography of the greatest defender of the 1980s and 90s

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  • Format: Kindle Edition
  • File Size: 527 KB
  • Print Length: 432 pages
  • Publisher: Cornerstone Digital; New Ed edition (15 Dec. 2010)
  • Sold by: Amazon Media EU S.à r.l.
  • Language: English
  • ASIN: B004ASOW6Q
  • Text-to-Speech: Enabled
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  • Average Customer Review: 4.7 out of 5 stars  See all reviews (100 customer reviews)
  • Amazon Bestsellers Rank: #51,400 Paid in Kindle Store (See Top 100 Paid in Kindle Store)
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10 of 11 people found the following review helpful
4.0 out of 5 stars This is not primarily a soccer story 26 May 2007
By Moz
Format:Mass Market Paperback
This is a story about a man wrestling with addiction while being blessed with great athleticism. Being autobiographical, Paul is more scathing about his lapses than a biographer would be, while underplaying his iconic football image. At times it's gut-wrenchingly honest as his constant submissions to the booze prevent him fully realising his athletic potential. You don't have to be a Man U fan, Villan or Republic of Ireland fan to read this. Paul's roots and upbringing alone are rivetting and scary.

Me, I'm a music fan really, and this life has parralels with Phil Lynott's tragic rise to fame and seduction by drugs. I just hope it doesn't end prematurely in the way Phil's did. A mixed race Irish man growing up in Dublin with no knowledge of his father but driven by a calling to excel. The troubled romances and the shadow of oblivion cast over even the most triumphal moments.

Paul's football carreer was dogged by dodgy knees, alcoholism and an amazing lack of self belief or confidence. A genius awarded countless accolades and many caps who feels unworthy of sharing the stage with his contemporaries. I was shocked by the extent of his problems and the lengths his friends had successfully gone to to prevent the truth being more widely publicised. I look forward to someone making this into a film.
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2 of 2 people found the following review helpful
4.0 out of 5 stars one helluva rough ride. 16 Feb. 2010
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this is a very good autobiography to read , paul had it rough from a very early age and how he became such a brilliant football player is amazing considering his troubles and addictions . the only drawback i had with the book was you would be reading the book through pauls words then suddenly the next paragrath would be an ex manager , player or partner speaking about him , this threw me on a few occasions because it happens so frequently . but when you get used to seeing the commers that's indicating it was being said about paul then it was very enjoyable.he could have easily been britains finest ever defender without doubt if he had the right attitude .fergie got rid of him because he could not get thru to him at all while mcgrath just got drunk and ignored him ,mcgrath now realise's he was wrong and fergie was right but if anything mcgrath got better once he left utd but was constantly plagued with his demons and still to this day i suppose.
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15 of 17 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Oooh Aaah! 24 Oct. 2006
Oooh Aaah Paul McGrath went the chants around Landsdowne Road, Old Trafford and Villa Park in the late '80s and early '90s when one of Ireland's truely outstanding sports personalities was at the peak of his career.

And what a brilliant career it was. Paul McGrath was a rock at the heart of United and Villa's defences and a collosus for Eire particularly in the 1990 and 1994 World Cups. And the amazing thing is that McGrath achieved all this whilst battling alcoholism and inner demons that would undoubtedly have destroyed a lesser man.

The book is a very candid account of McGrath's life, from his tough childhood in Dublin where he suffered because of his skin colour, to his rise to the summit of professional football where he often played whilst under the influence. The book gives an indication of what McGrath's mindset and mental state was like during these halcyon years, and includes some really interesting stories and insights into the some of the top personalities in English and Irish football at the time.

Legend is a word that is certainly used too lightly, but this is not the case with McGrath. He is a true legend and what's more he comes across as a very honest and likeable character. A great read.

Declan Mullan.
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1 of 1 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Once a Red, Always a Red 4 July 2010
By Darcy
They say that a child's personality is formed in its first five years... whether you end up rich, poor, shy, or confident. These are traits that are firmly engraved into our subconscious from an early age and that is the reason a wise man once said that your parents are your real lottery in life.

A beautifully written autobiography of a player who would easily put on the red jersey of Manchester United's all time greatest players, including the likes of Charlton, Robson, Best, Ronaldo, Giggs, and Cantona. Yet, he was dealt a cruel hand so early in life by his mother who placed him in an orphanage, after falling pregnant by his Nigerian father and soon the pretence of behaving like someone you're not in order to keep out of trouble, was soon took it's tool on McGrath who sought solace from Alcohol, which in a strange way became his best friend.

A sad story of a troubled genius who drank like a fish, yet played like a gladiator when on the field. A great read for any real football supporter who is bored of reading the autobiographies of the pampered, second-rate and arrogant average player of today.
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6 of 7 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Buy It Now. 30 Nov. 2006
I was only a wee nipper in the time leading upto Italia '90, when Paul McGrath was in his heyday, but of the few footballing memories I have of that age, watching the TV and hearing 'Ohh Ahh Paul McGrath, I say Ooh Aah Paul McGrath' billowing round Landsdowne is one. No one chooses to become an alcoholic or a depressant, its something which overcomes you. Despite these huge weights on him, the man fought on to become one of the finest footballers of his generation. The book is a candid look at the life behind the face, and would move even the most stone hearted of people. The man has sat down and told his story the way he wants it told, not by some third party wanting to put a good spin on it. The man never wants pity for his actions, just a fair hearing. Its a compelling read, worth every penny.

He always has been, and always will be, a legend in my eyes.
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Most Recent Customer Reviews
4.0 out of 5 stars Emotional, honest and different
Brutally honest and sometimes harrowing account of a fairly remarkable life with many hurdles. Well worth a read and hope that the book has helped the man himself address and face... Read more
Published 19 hours ago by Fishface
5.0 out of 5 stars A must read book
I was shocked at the contents of this book ,but fair play to Paul ,honest and true full , it.
Published 15 days ago by mr c g whitlock
5.0 out of 5 stars Telling it like it is
Always admired Paul from his playing days, and was aware of some of his misfortune, however this books gives a true and frank insight as to how he along with family and friends... Read more
Published 21 days ago by rightknee1
5.0 out of 5 stars very honest !!!
Excellent read ! Brave of Paul to be so frank and honest . Footballers suffer the same as the man on the street ..
Published 21 days ago by michael merry
5.0 out of 5 stars Touching, shocking, frightening, addictive
A brilliant autobiography of a top player. It is not your bog-standard list of mildly amusing football anecdotes but more a painful, touching account of a deeply troubled man who... Read more
Published 23 days ago by C. Latham
5.0 out of 5 stars Five Stars
One of my favourite sporting biographies. You must read this one.
Published 25 days ago by DBTHughes
5.0 out of 5 stars Five Stars
Great read
Published 28 days ago by Kerry Chilver
4.0 out of 5 stars Good read
A very honest book and a good read. Good insight into his life. Lot sport so if don't like that don't read. Sad
Published 1 month ago by Maggot
5.0 out of 5 stars Be well big man. Keep your guard up.
A great read. Shocking at times. Amazing as always. Behind every great man is a great story and Paul's is no different. But it is a very different story!
Published 1 month ago by GarethMJ74
4.0 out of 5 stars The title says it all.
I decided to read this book after I heard an interview with Paul on national radio recently. It was indeed a memorable and honest, but rather daunting read, not really about soccer... Read more
Published 1 month ago by saucey sue
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