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Almost [Kindle Edition]

Anne Eliot
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Book Description

At a freshman party she doesn't remember...Jess Jordan was almost raped.
...Almost. Very nearly. Not quite. Three years later, Jess has managed to make everyone believe she's better. Over it. Because she is....Almost. Very nearly. Not quite.

Unfortunately, until Jess proves she's back to normal activities, her parents won't discuss college. So, she lands a summer internship and strikes a deal with hockey jock, Gray Porter: He gets $8,000. She gets a fake boyfriend and a social life.

Jess has no idea Gray signed on for reasons other than money. She also never expects to fall in love. But Gray’s amazingly hot, holds her hand all the time, and makes her forget that he’s simply doing his job. It’s like having a real boyfriend
...Almost. Very nearly. Not quite.

Gray Porter is hiding secrets of his own. About Jess Jordan. About why he’s driven to protect her, why he won't cash her checks, or deny her anything she asks.

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About the Author

Anne Eliot lives, reads and writes in Southern Colorado. Please visit her Amazon Author page or her website

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  • Format: Kindle Edition
  • File Size: 886 KB
  • Print Length: 367 pages
  • Simultaneous Device Usage: Unlimited
  • Publisher: Butterfly Books, LLC; 2 edition (3 Feb. 2012)
  • Sold by: Amazon Media EU S.à r.l.
  • Language: English
  • ASIN: B0075CHVDA
  • Text-to-Speech: Enabled
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  • Enhanced Typesetting: Enabled
  • Average Customer Review: 4.6 out of 5 stars  See all reviews (48 customer reviews)
  • Amazon Bestsellers Rank: #62,772 Paid in Kindle Store (See Top 100 Paid in Kindle Store)
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Anne Eliot is the author of the, How I Fall (and coming soon, How I Fly) two book series, and bestselling, young adult teen issue romances, Almost and Unmaking Hunter Kennedy. She loves writing about teens who live outside the ordinary and she's devoted to stories about teens who live outside the ordinary but who also get to find sweet first kisses and first loves.

Anne resides in Colorado with a very patient husband, two teens of her own whom she adores (an some teens near and far thanks to hosting many exchange students) who are all growing up too fast. She can also be found dreaming on tumblr at, tweeting @yaromance or goofing off on Facebook at Please visit her website at for information on latest upcoming releases and additional fun and photos.

Any questions on subsidiary rights, inquiries about foreign translation and/or film rights should be directed to the awesome, Jane Dystel of Dystel & Goderich Literary Management.

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4.6 out of 5 stars
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5.0 out of 5 stars Don't Judge A Book By It's Cover 4 Oct. 2013
Format:Kindle Edition|Verified Purchase
'Almost. Almost.
How I hate that word and the way it defines me.
Almost raped. Almost over it. Almost normal.
I can almost forget. Way worse, I can almost remember.'

'If you judge a book by it's cover, you might miss out on an amazing story.'

This is soooooo true, in this case...
The cover of this book did absolutely nothing for me, but a few people had mentioned that I should really give this book a chance, so I did.

And it was soooo good! A fabulous, heart warming, page-turning YA romance. I read it in one sitting and couldn't put it down.

Jess Jordan was almost raped. Three years ago. And she's not okay. She has night terrors, she's suffering from PTSD, she doesn't socialise and she's completely forgotten how to be normal.

'Lucky. Lucky. Lucky girl.
Nothing happened.
Nothing happened.'

But her parents won't entertain the idea of her going off to college, until she can prove that she's normal. That she's making `progress'. So, her little sister writes her a list. `How To Be Normal'
On the list; Get a boyfriend.
Enter Gray Porter.

'Person slaughtered: Me.
Method used: Dimple.
The guy has a dimple. Of course he does. To match the Hollywood chin divot. To make the lump on my forehead pound even harder.
Pointes for Gray Porter: 3,000,000-bajallion, trillion to the millionth power.'

When Jess and Gray both apply for the same internship, rather than go head to head for the one spot they both desperately need to secure their future at college, they come with a plan to benefit them both. And Gray becomes Jess's one way ticket to `normal' for the duration of the summer. Her pretend boyfriend.

'I'm living in fiction.
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4.0 out of 5 stars Almost... A 4 Star Rating! 19 Nov. 2012
By Telss
Format:Paperback|Verified Purchase
For me, this book is more of a 3.5 star rating than a 4. I did enjoy the book a lot and must say the more I got through the better it got. The reasons I've rated it down is because I don't like how the scenes go on for so long at a time. For example the first scene in the book goes on for roughly 50 pages in the same room and it didn't feel like it was going anywhere. Other reasons are, I was hoping in the end it would say her dreams have gone or something but there was no mention of the dream.

However... I did enjoy this book, it didn't take me very long to read it. It had a good story and good meaning. I love that it was a happy ending. I like how between chapters its changes from Jess to Gray. You get a feel of how they both truly feel about each other.

I would recommend this book although it wouldn't be one of my favourites. I cant see me reading it again. 3.5 out of 5 stars!
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5.0 out of 5 stars Brilliant 1 Aug. 2012
By DonnaC
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Could not put this book down, very well written and a great story that really tugs the heart strings, this book had me laughing, smiling, shouting and crying and though the underlying story is of an "almost" rape the love story at the forefront is so endearing...well worth the read!!!
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5.0 out of 5 stars Boys in books ARE better! 13 Dec. 2013
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I ALMOST didn't read this book this year. ALMOST.... It's been on my kindle for a while, and very nearly slipped under my radar, until it was recommended to me recently.
I'm so glad that I did pick it up, because WOW!
I was hooked from the second chapter, which just so happens to be when we are introduced to Gray Porter, the sweetest boy you could ever hope to meet.
Jess Jordan has lived in a protective bubble ever since she was almost raped at a party when she is a freshman. Now 3 years later she is hoping to persuade her parents that she is well enough to be able to go to college. Part of her plan is to have a 'normal' summer - get a job, make friends, and get a boyfriend.
She manages to get Gray Porter to go along with her plan, and lays down some ground rules. What she doesn't know though, is that he knows her, and he knows her background. In fact he knows more about what happened than she realises.
I really felt for these two characters. I felt for Jess, and what she had gone through. How she desperately wanted her family to think she had moved on but covered up the fact that she was still having terrifying nightmares. I also felt for Gray. He was so protective of Jess, but was unable to show her just how much he cared for her, and the sacrifices he had made in his own life for her. My heart broke when we discover the secret that Gray is hiding, as I imagined him as a puny 14 year old trying to do the right thing and having no one to turn to.
I loved seeing the 'fake' relationship between Jess and Gray develop, as Jess discovers that Gray is not the Hockey playing jock and ladies man that she thought he was. I loved seeing Jess come out of her shell around Gray, how she was able to relax around him and feel 'normal' for once.
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5.0 out of 5 stars Almost 9 April 2013
Format:Kindle Edition
It's hard to know where to start with this book. Do I tell you how much I loved it? Do I tell you how much I loved Gray and how much I wanted to hug Jess? Or do I tell you how amazing I think the author, Anne Eliot, is? You see my problem? I have so many thoughts and feelings about this book but above all else I am so happy that I pushed aside a few other books that were at the top of my TBR to read this as soon as my friend, Fred, gifted it to me.

As you can see from the blurb Jess was almost raped when she was fourteen. Almost isn't the same as actually being raped, right? She should be over it three years later, right? Wrong.

Jess' life stopped the night of her almost rape. She doesn't have any friends, she wears herself out trying to be "normal" around her parents and she doesn't sleep at night. If she sleeps at night the nightmare comes - the nightmare where she hears a jumble of voices, the nightmare where she kind of remembers what happened but not quite, the nightmare that terrifies her and makes her wake up screaming and crying. To get past this she naps in her car during the day and is never properly rested. She always on high alert for when she needs her "normal" mask in place.

Gray Porter is a boy in Jess' class at school. He's a boy in the know - he's a boy in the know about what happened to Jess that night. Only Jess doesn't know he knows - he can't tell her since he's made a reluctant promise to her parents never to speak to her. He accidentally gets wrapped in Jess' life when they're both down to the final two choices for an internship that they're both desperate for - him for the money and her to help her normal status.

So, why did I love this book so much? There are so many reasons.
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5.0 out of 5 stars amazing
Absolutely loved this book. I could just not put it down! A great story line. They talk about their feelings for too long at moments but don't let that put you off when your... Read more
Published 1 month ago by Krazyk146
5.0 out of 5 stars Complete not almost
What a gripping book. I was caught in the first two chapters and just couldn't out it down. I was intrigued in how the author was going to explain the story in the build up to the... Read more
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Published 7 months ago by Becky Harley
3.0 out of 5 stars Feels like there are bits missing
This book is OK. There seems to be bits missing, at one point they head off on a hike and suddenly it's another day. No mention of how they go on etc. Read more
Published 10 months ago by Lucysland
4.0 out of 5 stars Brilliantly written!
I loved the chapters coming from both Jess and Gray 's perspectives, really gave the book more depth! The story was so well written, it was totally believable!
Published 14 months ago by Megan
5.0 out of 5 stars Brilliant
Well written and thoughtful book, I feel as though I have befriended the main characters. Very relevant to issues surrounding recent events, in particular the authors notes at the... Read more
Published 14 months ago by Saffron Townsend
4.0 out of 5 stars witty, easy read but surprisingly good
i wasn't sure at first when I bought this book what it would be like, but when I got a few chapters in I found I really enjoyed it. Read more
Published 14 months ago by avid reader
4.0 out of 5 stars Enjoyable read
An enjoyable read as well as a thought provoking topic. The epilogue could have skipped ahead a few years for me, it was a bit pointless, otherwise it would have received 5 stars.
Published 15 months ago by JMel
5.0 out of 5 stars Almost read it in one go.....
I really had trouble putting this down. It's a gripping heart-warming story very well written.
I highly recommend you fall into this story.
Published 17 months ago by MissG
5.0 out of 5 stars Amazing loved it!!!!
This book left me wanting more I didn't want it to end.. I laughed and cried real page turner I wanted to find out what happened next.. Read more
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